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Why can one person feel so much anger, so much Hate for one person? How can just the site of someones name make them want to hit something? I feel like that alot. It's not fare. Jealousy, anger, hate. Why am I the bearer of these things? Why am I cursed? People tell me everyone feels this way. No not like I do. I don't feel happieness and when I do it scares me. How is that normal? I am no human, no girl. I'm a monster for what people have done to me. For what I have brought upon myself. For what I have let them do. My life is meaningless now. There is no point in living a life filled with nothing but terrors...