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I think I'm doing better, well, least okay. Every now and then a feeling will slip out and my heart will get a nice good jab, but I've stopped crying. I dunno.

Chris came back yesterday. It's a relief to have him back. He is probably one of my closest friends that cares for me and I care for him. It's good that he's finally decided to stop looking at girls and start getting his butt to Cali. He says that I should slap my ex for all the hope raising and smashing within a 3 day period. I would love to get that chance but knowing me, I probably wouldn't be able to go through with it.

School is starting off okay. It was my first day back and I think my head is just spinning. For year book I got assigned 10 pages to do with someone I really butt heads with. Were starting 3-d planes and graphing in precalculus which is kinda hard for me and in economics were finishing our stock market stimulation, spending expidenture project, starting a new project, and have a test in that class on Friday. My head is just spinning from school.

I hope my birthday is as golden as the title lives up to be. Two weeks from tomorrow I'll be 18 and it'll be my golden birthday. I wonder what will become of that day. Will it be crappy or will it be okay, or will it be the best day of my life? I just don't know.