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Hello to whom ever is interseted in my real life....I made that sound somewhat creepy. So anyways lets get started, shall we?

Sigh...It's goodbye to Dad's seventh girlfriend. This one in particular had a lovely past and habits that has been discovered so it's time to say farewell.

Do you ever get the feeling of falling? But your not moving at all? That is common in my sleep. Im on a building..and I fall or jump or someone pushes me ( It's a little different each time. ) My life flashes past. Arguments with friends. Dad getting smacked by Courtney. Goodbye to Courtney and the kids as they drive away to Arizona. Then as the closer the ground gets, good memories flash. Christmas morning. When I first got Duke. Time with friends. And right as I smack the ground im on the floor or I jump. It's really odd and rather scary at times....

Another thing that bothers me...is that how can you not understand when a person doesn't want to be your friend? Is there some complexity about this sentence? " I don't want to hang out with you, I don't want to talk to you. I won't trouble myself to be friends with everyone so if you may please be open minded to the idea- I'm not your friend." If I'm coming off as harsh, sorry- but is this the only way to get through to some people? Sigh. Oh well, I can't make everyone happy.

From the girl,

Luminous---