In the day of my happiness , It always turn ashes ,
Feeling depressed all over each other ,
Like an empty world without heart and feeling ,
Careless fall all over places like storm ,
Untold feeling crush everywhere without knowing ,
Hurting someone is always something happen to me ,
Forgiveness as i could always received like a leaf falling down ,
Why would my happiest day always the worst day ?
Why i will never get happy even a little feeling of happy ?
Why should i live in this world of depression ?
Everything is nothing but a dead wood walking ,
Seeking for revenge and hate among each other ,
Difficulty is always confusing and chaos ,
Love and hate , as each day receive is a present ?
Or it just something something as punishment ?
Feeling alone and depressed is always appear ,
Inside of me as in the heart of rotten ,
Feel nothing but a eternal nightmare ,
Scattered Memories falling down like snow ,
Hope and wishes turn as mirror and fall down ,
Meaningless as my life goes on ,
An empty world is what i always receive in the end ,
Walking trough place by place ,
Nothing but a wind sound and dark sight ,
Depression falling all over and filled with sadness ,
Caring and cheering from dream as illusion ,
With nothing but sitting alone ,
In sight of nothing but the thousand miles of ground ,
Reach the luminous light as i hope ,
Falling apart as i hope and wishes to be ,
Till the day end of eternal suffered ,
Depression falling all over ......
