The worst feeling is not death,
It is knowing that you aren't needed,
That you are alone in this world,
And that you not longer have a reason to live .
Is friend really important ?
But why they like to keep ignored their friends?
Even when did nothing wrong to them , why?
Is there any reason to abandon friends?
Is this really call friend ?
Or should i just disappear from this world?
Is my life really nothing but a walking shadow?
Or i'm just a wind pass by ?
Everyone will leave after the help delivered ?
Why still help them ?
Even already know they will abandon their friends ,why ?
Why care them so much ?
They just keep hurting friends feeling ?
Why still care about them ?
Why don't just leave them and be alone ?
Isn't it will make everything better ?
What is the real answer behind all this ?
Can anyone answer ?
Should really just give up hope ?
And return to the dark corner always be ?
Wait ! Can really someone survive alone ?
Is this fate ? Is this destiny ?
If everything turn dark , or should everything turn white
Will it change everything around ?
Why always force yourself and pretending to be happy ?
Even when not happy , why ?
Is it because of the deep feeling of love and care ?
Making it hard to leave them ?
And why it feel bad about yourself ?
When you hurt them , why ?
Friends ? Friends ? friends ?
Should just keep caring them ?
Should just keep loving them ?
Or just leave them ?
But why so scared bout loneliness ?
Is loneliness something more than scary ?
Is the worst feeling is not death ?
Is it knowing that you aren't needed anymore ?
That you are alone in this world ?
And that you not longer have a reason to leave ?
Is this the worst feeling ?
Which path should really choose ?
Being alone ? Or else ?
Leaving them is something too difficult ?
I can't leave them ? Why ?
The feeling of love and care too deep ?
Even can't reach it and throw it away ?
Maybe this is why , keep loving and care bout them ?
Even they give so much pain to you ?
I just can't leave , why ?
Why!! What else making you don't feel like leaving them ?
After all this question ? Why ?
