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i've open my eyes to know the world isnt perfect with out you...
i've come to realized that life is meaningless with out you...
i've come to know that true love isnt the same...

i realized that love isnt important
that your just a waste of my time...
that i dont desired you or your love...


i've come to think...
to think that life is...
disgusting.

and that the truth hurts...
no i dont love you and im saying it now...
i truly hate you...
yet friendship is what will keep us together.

my dreams are different from yours.
my love is only for art and my dreams.
i seek no love nor companionship,
i seek no warmth in your heart nor lovely kisses or bear hugs.
i seek only revenge and lust.

when you love me i feel disgusted and sick
and when i say it...
it means nothing but just hollow words...
follow me all you want..
love me all you want..
but know that i wont follow you...
and i wont love you..

i will only feel you twich in remorse and pain...

i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
...

i love you...
but secretly i feel nothing for you