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Alright... So I'm writing this s**t out because I don't have anyone at the present moment to talk to about this.

Alright. School started. I hate it. I hate it so much. So much harder. No late homework. Nothing else. The classes are much more boring and they don't make sense! I've had night classes two times a week, tutoring three times a week, and some nights, I just don't get my homework done till midnight or even later!

Okay, I couldn't get into my locker for a long time because I did not know my locker combination! Just because I couldn't get into my locker, I had only my Japanese binder and a notebook for the longest time! I had my two textbooks, sure, but I had nothing else. So I put all my papers into my notebook or stuffed into my bag because I had nowhere else to put them.

Today was supposed to be a great day. Wake up, take my test, hang out with my friends, get a massage, and then just eat dinner and talk to my girlfriend... But no. I get home, eat dinner there, and start getting yelled at by my grandparents! So what if I'm a messy person?! It's better that way! I hate files! I hate folders! They are shitty and a waste of ******** time!

I've got enough stress on my shoulders. I've got to worry about my mom actually getting me a ticket so that I can go out to see her and my girlfriend, I have my PSAT scores to worry about, I've got my grades, I've got homework, I've got my social life, I have to worry about my testing for ADHD... I've got too much s**t on my mind...