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What if i died right now...? How many people would miss me I wonder...I wonder if anyone would even care or cry...I wonder if anyone would even go to the funeral with the intentions of missing me, or if they went just to get out of school tht day. God doesnt exist to me anymore...I wish he did, but he cnt....not to me. Made if i died, I could find out myself....but then again theres a good chance I end up in the ground, my mind black and non thinking for enternity.....Im too scared to ever kill myself because of that chance.......then again......maybe not...... emo cry