i hate it. i hate it when they say they care that they love you but then the turn around and they treat you like trash. but i should get used to it. this weekend it was ........ ok. but i cant stand it. when ... oh well things are just rushing through my head. i want some one to love me...... to fill that empty gap in my heart. but each time i try to fill it seams to get larger and larger. i want to everything for every one but i cant. i dont know what wrong with me. all the emotions rage with in me like a huge love hate relatioinship. maybe that is what life is. but i still cant stop thinking about the perfect life is perfect, no hate you and eveyone loves one another and im never alone. and that perfect angel always love you. why cant i have that? why is that to much to asl for? why cant i just be happy for once in my life and not worry that it will all go crashing down? i will truly die from heart break sometimes i can not take it. i want someone to sweep me off my feet and heal my heart. before the only hope i have fades away..........................................................
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