Well i just felt like writing something soo yeah here we go.
Sometimes i really don't understand why people look up too me.
I have done many wrongs and am not as strong or beautiful as everyone says.
Most of the time i just simply hide from the truth not wanting to admit it.
Denial. Has been there for me the two years i spent with someone.
Our relations ship was on and off. But it would be about on and half year we were together.
I knew something was going that she went out and cheated on me i just would not face the truth.
i wanted to be happy but maybe it was the wrong way to do it. I thought if i would keep denying it i would stay happy.
but it ate me up.
people say you learn through out your life. Well i thin i learned allot over 2 years. And the thought of more things to be learned scare me.
we are only are what we belive we are.
well and i belive that i am who i am and only lessons f life will change me.
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