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Ai's little blah
It's random.
I'm searching for him
My heart is yearning for him
I can't find him
My heart is bleeding for him

He's suffering
I'm living
Could God damn me into a deeper hell?
I don't doubt it
I'm forced to pray to a God that damns me everyday
For his sake, I'll do anything

When he returns safely
When he comes back with a smile on his face
I might smile back
I might feel joy
I might be in bliss

It would be the first time in my long, pathetic life


Ai Kyuketsuki
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  • User Comments: [1]
    This one is pretty...it reminds me of us May I...

    I suffer by her side
    Never knowing her warm embrace
    or the wet warmth of her lips
    Never see the tears she cries yet I am the reason
    dying alone and cold
    Haunted by her sadness
    and aching for the death angel to bring me redemption
    time is fading and dying away
    Knowing one day I will be torn from her
    My resolve is wearing thin
    her pain is my dying burden
    please give me a few more seconds long enough to say I LOVE YOU

    May I be her guardian angel?
    Can I protect that gentle spirit O saviour?

    Please numb her heart
    let the novacaine drip into her soul
    she does not deserve this for my sins
    let me watch over her as she sleeps
    and bring peace to her dreams
    and wipe away her bloody tears
    Let me whisper in her ear how perfect how beautiful
    so she never feels unloved
    please never let her forget
    that I love her
    or forget my face
    or the times we shared
    that will be one person who will remember
    the poor existance that was me

    I love you clara

    comment Master_Niel · Community Member · Fri Sep 03, 2010 @ 09:39pm
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