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fire, blood, and the darkness
these are all in my soul
the light i push to the surface
to block out the darkness
is quickly fading
the blood in memories long past
quickly starts to overflow
that infurno of emoitons
threatens to consume me
and what do i do
sometimes i run from it
other times i embrace it
and when i do i feel
... absolutly incredible
full of dark potenial
and whats worse
i like that much power filling me
but i hate that i love it
that darkness that blocks out the light all to often
i scares me
im afraid of what i could do
so i look for light in others and
i take it from them
out of my fear of my own darkness
and i pray
to no result
for i know my soul
it is to stay here forever
ill walk alone
even after the world is so long gone
that it starts again
sorrow is my closest friend
and i live in that dark/light place
and im fine with it