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(Sleepy Dreams...)

A man who longs for the night...when I can be myself and be free to express myself. Trust me there is a breakthrough coming, where I can be a daywalker. To those I love and care for I show you who I am because I love the truth. I love that you are all honest with me so I give my honesty in return. So honestly lately Kage is...really tired sweatdrop

I love my friends. I stay up late to give my all...support, kindness, generosity. They deserve it and more. My friends have not only given me hope and strength but have been there for everything. I would be nothing without God and my friends. However sometimes, my friends...I just need sleep. Never thought I'd say that. After 4 or 5 times of nearly careening into a wall or swerving into other cars cause I hung out listening to friends vent and empty their problems till 1am and tried an hour drive to get home after, I realized I can't be there for them if I die or get ******** up! I may actually have to try sleeping every now and then, which means sometimes you might not catch me at night.

I realize it's also stress related, and I'm working on relieving myself of that. I thank you all for being there and letting me vent and relax with you. So here's my tribute to those I'll be having sleepy dreams about while I get some rest and regain some focus...

Suz/Tess--Much love to you, babe. You try your best despite all your s**t to be there for me.
Kylamay--Luff ya bunches...your continual support is inspiring
Keetabirdy-- God Bless you, dear lady. You should probably get more sleep, too...but I admire your concern always 3nodding
Ou Shinsa Otokomae--You're in many ways a brother to Tess, and I consider you a very good friend of my own.
Flip, Zhang, and the bar crew--y'all are like family. You've given me a home away from home when I had none. There's a place in my heart for all of you, in return.

If I missed anyone, I'm sorry...blame the sleepyness sweatdrop May God Bless you all and bring healing and comfort to all of you in these rough days and times. Peace.