March 1, 2006
Last night was very bad. I'm not good at games. There's always things that hold me back, things that are just too hard for me to do. I'm having fun, and then when I get to that point, I can't go any farther. I usually give up, try harder, or get someone else to do it for me. Very rarely does trying harder work. That's what I've done all day. Kaz was supposed to do it for me last night, but he got mad at me and now he won't. So I'm stuck in Flyff and can't do anything else. I can't gain anymore levels or anything. He thinks I don't appreciate him helping even though I told him that I do. He's the most stubborn person I know. But if I'm stuck here, I'm not going to give that axe he let me borrow back to him. I decided that. He either helps me or I keep it because I can't change my job anyways. That's just all I've been doing today though, asking him to help me, and trying to do it myself and never being able to. At least Gabe helped me, he found out how to change the password and stuff so I can keep Kaz out, since I had to give it to him for him to go on there and help me, which he didn't help me at all. Just went through my stuff and complained about crap instead of doing what needed to be done, the thing I couldn't do, but no he had to go and do stuff I'm capable of doing myself. He has no reason to get pissy over it though. But he gets pissy over everything and I'm sick of it.
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