Should I give in to this, this incessant torture
should I give up, i'm tired..TIRED I scream.
WHY?! Why me?! Goddamn you! Dammit all!
Ugh, I hate the feelings, the constant twisting emotions
inside of me! I can't stand the sight of myself,
I hate the way I am, what I do, how I am, who I am,
everything about me!
Do you want me to bow down to you?! Beg?!
What, what is it the hell that you ******** want from me?!
I can't take disappointing all of them again...
I can't..I can't.. please just make it all go away, the people,
my emotions, the thoughts..
Can you say "Game Over"?
Sigh, I messed us up, I finally regret all of this, all the time,
the heart, the blood, the effort into us..And what do I do?!
I throw it all away!
I'm sick, I get nauseated whenever I look into the mirror..
I'm not proud of who I am, what I am, nor do I look forward to what I become,
I'm tired of living the this insolent life that I live.
Haha, but hey what I can I say...I dropped the ball on this one.
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I adopted a chibi!
Name: Ari
Age:13
Likes: Sunsets, Poetry, and Yuri
Dislikes: Country, Ignorance
Owner: UnLukii
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