Every Time Im Falling Down. All Alone I Fall To Pieces.
Still pissed/upset/angry/sad..If you havent read my lasy entry, then dont read this (If you dont/want to) Cause this is a little 2nd piece entry to go with it..
I cant get over it..
You no, friends mean alot to me.. More then you think.
I still really want to be friends, but how can I when your just gona keep saying crap to me? confused
Im gona say it one more time.
[x]I DONT like to be toyed with.
[x]I dont like to be used.
[x]I dont like to get in fights with my (Best)Friends.
[x]I dont like when you judge me.
[x]I dont like to loose friends.
You ask for help and say you need it.I give you help, but you just step all over it and throw it in my face.
So you no what, Im not gona talk to you..So when you ask me whats wrong.. I'll say [******** you..
or wait..No...I dont think so.. I dont sink that low, I dont tell people who ask me whats wrong to [******** Off..
You want to see what happends.. Go ahead..Ask.
The Best Kind Of Prize..Is A Surprize..
See yesterday I couldnt find the words to say all of this stuff. Why?
Because I was so pissed I was shaking
Friends mean so much to me. Why?
Cause my home life isnt all sunshine and rainbows either.
Want to no something else about me?Inside of all these smiles I show all of you.. I guess im kind of emo/goth Well Some say rolleyes
I really hate to say it.. confused
But then..I also enjoy life..
Im just a confussed person..Surrounded by hate.
And surrounded by one *best* friend.. Who just couldnt understand that I care.
Maybe she doesnt want care.. Maybe she likes it the way she is living?
Or maybe shes just not used to it..
For Me...One Problem Over Another..
You are not the only one with problems to deal with.You no me and *YouNoWhoYouAre* have issues as well..
You think there not as bad as yours..Okay fine.. Like ********, whatever..
But were also living and we no just as much words/actions can hurt.
We even all tried helpin eachother out, but it didnt work.
It Was All Falling To Pieces Fight Before My Eyes..
These Memorise Will Fade Away.. All Of The Good Times We All Had..
I think I care to much about people.. And what they do.. For example, My friend was thinking about breaking up with her boyfriend..And I said "Oh dont!! You guys are awsome together! Its only been awhile" confused Maybe I shouldnt care anymore. Or maybe I should? Today at hockey my coach put me on forward (I play defence..And I was in a pissy mood) and shes like, "Kylee Give it a shot..come on" and im like " NO! What the hell? I play defence, I come to hockey cause I like to play defence..I wont play today then" and then shes like "KYLEE UR PLAYING FORWARD" So I stood up and said "Screw Off.." .. I got stuck playing forward, but only for like 10mins cause I said I wouldnt be trying hard.. Thats how pissed I was for yesterday. (Days befor)
I really think im changing.. Im just sick of being pushed around by people.. Like my brother did yesterday, "******** b***h, Stop watching tv here and go run a few blocks you lard" then I said, "No..leave me be.." Then he goes and starts beating on me.. I told Matty that cause hes been having trubble with his sister & I said, oh your not alone..& he laughed..*Sigh*Pictures Of How I Feel, HeartBreaks,Friendship, Etc...Please..Dont Take Them...
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You mean so much to me, and I don't know why she's putting us through this sh*+. Like I know she has it hard, but this is like.. ugghh.
Anyways, my point: I'm there for you, and I always will be until homework kills me to bits. XD