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I'm in love with this chaotic emotion.
I am in love with the attention-starved monster,
the attention-starved monster that is me.
I have no need for human interaction.
I hold human affection as only an external hobby.
I have all I need in my fantasy world,
where in my head, all my needs are tailored to.
I exsist only to observe.
Exist to seduce and depress for personal entertainment.
I do not know how to love, i've never willed to learn.
Every time I utter those words, it is to satisfy you.
It's just to sustain your needs,
to keep you complacent but not content.
I cannot say I am not proud of my methods so far,
they have without doubt paid off.
With the slightest flick of my forked tongue I have won,
rendered you powerless with style and ease.
Your time is running out though.
The clock is counting down the time until your demise.
Until I elegantly rip your heart from our chest,
and leave you, jaw dropped, in sadness.
Leave you knee-deep in despair with water-blinded eyes.
My leash is too long, yours too short.
We were doomed from the start, an uneven split.
One, that was not in your favor.
I do hope my actions will count enough as an awakening.
That they will shake you from your ignorant sleep.
I will carry onto my next victim,
as they are already in my cross-hairs.

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