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FINALLY got Pretear Volume 4. I can't believe how STUPID Indigo was when I went and ordered it. "It says on the site wait 1-2 weeks for it to ship, but oh because it's irl you're supposed to wait 3-5 weeks instead, when in reality it'll take 8 weeks before you phone and it never came and isn't going to." At least they gave me my money back, but still. I ordered it, who the ******** got it instead?

Thankfully that's all over. My aunt had an eBay account, and I'm paying her back. I'm getting SICK of my Dad saying he's always right, and when I'm right he ******** CHEATS!!! Then when I go to confide in him he thinks I'm trying to make him 'feel bad', and 'that's not fair. I'm practically NEVER right!! There's always SOMETHING and SOMEONE who thinks I'll never change. I still try my best, I try, I fail, I get s**t and am accused of not trying. I try to make things right again, and I'm STILL told I'm lying and that I actually INTENDED to cover my a**. I'll tell you, I GOT THE ******** MESSAGE BEFORE!!! All it took was a nice person who was willing to explain it to me so I understood. I get it, I was wrong. But don't say you'e always right either, because you're ******** NOT!!!

One of these days I want to stop holding it all in, I don't care who I hurt. I get nothing from trying to play by the rules even if I'm no good at it.