I know I havent updated in a long time......but now it seems I have no choice. The emotions of others are killing me. They are the daggers, and me their bleeding sheath. I want to ******** die so badly sometimes. I am dying from their hurt and pain. Salvation seems so distant. I feel like my soul is bleeding. I am drowning in tears. I wish I could save them, even if it is at my own sacrafice. However it seems that eventhough I have offerd it, they are falling with me. I just want them to be happy and healthy. However their lives are too deepedned in darkness.....and I just seem to fall deeper and deeper, hand in hand with them. I wish they could stop crying, yelling, hating.....I wish they could hear how loud my soul screams in pain for them to stop. If you read this journal entry, please consider others when it comes to sadness. Share it, but dont exploit it.......for their sake.
Sabakuga Mishano · Tue Feb 21, 2006 @ 02:36am · 2 Comments
