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What now?
Everything is so dull now. So bleak. All meaning seems to have faded away, almost like it never existed in the first place. Hope is a word that holds no place in my mind and Faith is a word that I have long since abandoned.
As the days go on, I'm realizing more and more how much I don't care about my life. The more and more I'm forced to think about my future the more I realize that there is nothing that I want from life. I don't care about my school grades anymore, and I don't care if I graduate. After High School is over....there's nothing that I want. I don't want to go to college, I don't want to go into the military (not like I could, even if I wanted to), there's no job in the world that interests me, theres no place in the world that I want to live....I don't want to get married and have kids. Nothing. I don't want any of that.
"When there is no thing that will truly make you happy you are left with nothing."
There is no thing that I want out of life, no thing that will make me truly happy. My life holds no meaning to me. So, what now? What do I do now?
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