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I don't even know where to start this journal entry. s**t's been going on in my head that shouldn't be, and it's irritating. For one, I've been calling myself a selfish b*****d only out for his own sick kicks in life.

Why? I'll tell you.

Because despite being somewhere where I by all rights should be and am happy, I can't stop looking over fences at the grass on the other side. And this is ******** pissing me off. Apologies for the cussing. But still, I don't know why I'm like this. Hell, I can't think right now. Later.