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I tried controlling my anger..And I'm kinda proud of myself. I mean I didn't smash two girls heads (that I'm seriously starting to hate) into the ground. I was able to control myself from doing that. Only bad thing is that I was way too angry. I like started punching everything I came across again. This time it was worse than before. I have three knuckles that are bruised. And my hand won't stop shaking. It really hurts to move it. I can't believe I was that pissed off. Like even after it was swollen and I nearly started bleeding I still kept punching things...I can just imagine if it had been their faces..Like not good at all. Pero damn I don't know what to do anymore. I wish this school year was over already sad