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******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ********. damn it! This sucks. We got our reports cards today. >> i did horrible as usually. Gawd i feel like i'm slowly going insane. And not the good insane. Theres only so much longer i can be happy and tell everyone that i'm fine. I'm so scared to show my dad my report card, i don't even want to think about it. I'm just awaiting my punishment, feels like i'm on deathrow. I can hear mom and dad talking about me, saying stuff about me.i don't know if they think i'm not listening or something but i am. I can always here what they say. It really hurts. And they have no idea what it's like going to school nowadays. if they did, i'm sure they'd change. School was a lot different back then,then it is now.
Yea so, i doubt i'll be able to go to Sara's party. i wish i could but i'm not feeling to great and i'm sure mom isn't comfortable with me staying over at a house with people she hasn't met. Over protective much,
lol, i'm so complicated... i hate it. i wanted to be simple so i could just be okay with everything. But i'm so goddamn complicated, i saw exactly what i think with out thinking, i hit people without remorse. I feel so god damn stupid. well i guess i feel it,and my report card shows it. After this i doubt i'll be on the coputer as much, i'm sure mom will take it away as part of my punishment. i'm just glad she can't take away my imagination, otherwise i'd go mental, completely insane. Welli just want to let you guys know that you are the best. And i love you all so much! ^_^ Later guys.