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I am extremely happy! ^_______^ but also very hungry. *runs off gets soup and comes back* Well anyway for those people who have nothing better to do hen read this i'm going to go into a weird exclamation as to why i;m happy. Today in science i couldn't do my homework. And it's not that i wouldn't i couldn't. I litterally did not get the naming Chemistry whatever it's called stuff. Everytime for the past two weeks i went to Science i left in a bad mood. I almost burst out in tears too. But me being weird i didn't just sat there doing nothing. When she gave out our tests i couldn't do it. So i write down everything i could. And that inculded my name and the date. That was it. So today in science i turn to miss Burgyone. (yea i'm surprised she ain't married) And i say. "I'm coming in for help at lunch so maybe you could teach me how to do this." She looks up at me and stated. "Fine, but leave you're anger and your walls around Chemistry at the door. Come here not angry, just be calm and i'll teach you how it works." I sat there stunned for a little while thinking that she actually noticed i was getting upset over it. So i turned around waiting for class to start. I set my pencil down and opened my page. When she started going over it i set aside my 'extreme hate' for chemistry and i paided really close attention to what she was saying. Next thing i knew i was writing down answers before she put them up on the board. I didn't know how i got them so i looked up at the board and back to the paper and realized how i got the answer. After that my face just cracked and i smiled my a** off. I saw Miss burgoye look at me and smile before going back to the board. I turned around in my seat after she was done and looked at Cody. I swear if my smile could have been any bigger it would have spilt my face. Cody looks at me and smirks. "So you understand it now?" he asked me. I shook my head rapidly almost crying i was so happy. He just smiles and leans back in his seat nodding. "Thats good." i heard him add as i turned around. I'm not completely off the hook yet. I still have to explain the zero i got on my quiz to mom and dad. *happy level sinks* But at that moment when i realized i could do the work. Nothing, and i mean nothing could have ruined my happiness then. Someone could have shot me and i'd still be smiling. ( i think unless i'm dead) But goes to show. Pay hard enough attention and eventually you'll get it. I went in for some more help at lunch on the stock system, it's not all that clear but it's on it's way! I'm so happy. Thanks everyone for putting up with my mood. Thanks mike for trying to help me, i hate my pride that won't let other people help me. Thanks Everyone. I really really appreicate it. crying i'm really grateful.

And P.S. lol pink hair. What do you think? ^^