Crushes. We love 'em, hate 'em, they drive us crazy. They make us blubbly and happy and confused. They can be akward and weird. Many words describe it but if you put them all in one giant machine it would come out crush.
When I have a super crush on a guy, my brian shuts down and powers up at the same time. I find myself thinking about that person constantly (even if I dont even know him well). All my motor skills begin to dull and I type slower. it took me forever to just type this.
I got a new crush. Just met him today. I'm going crazy! I met him through my friend's boyfriend, Danny. My friend, Marissa, and I were going to meet him and hang out. We meet and great then he says for us to follow. We go down to his friend's house, Ian. I was nervous the whole time because i didnt know these two new dudes. We got to Ian garage and he working on some bikes. The whole place was really cool. There was music playing and this keen little spinning thing on the side of the room. The boys went down the street to ride there bikes and we followed. Ian then goes back because his chain broke or something. Danny tells me that Ian likes me and the whole thing goes down hill. I was shy before but after that I talked even less. I was hiding behind my friend the whole time. Then when we left Danny had to go back to his house for some reason. Ian walked a few yards behind us as we walked back to Marissa's house. When danny came back they both came up with their bike and skateboard and rode next to us. I was so scared and didn't look in their direction all but once. I even forgot to say bye because my mind shut off.
Now afterwards I feel guilty for not saying anything, hiding, and being weird. I wish I could have actually talked to him and got to know him. I'm going back tommorrow but i dought I'll get the courage to talk to him seriously; but I swear I will act more serious this time around. Cross my heart.
Peace
 mxnsxrrxt · Sun Apr 04, 2010 @ 05:06am · 0 Comments |
