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Im disturbed, i am distracted. I am surely to fail VCE
i dont care about my 'programmed' life anymore - humans have become robots
Little children have always been my proof to theories, exploited innocence. Because im paying attention to the things we have programmed to filter - such as noises that prove the presence of these creatures. I sound mental, again, but i have explored perspectives and proof through religion, historic events, science, politics, business and even art. Putting the puzzles together gives you the ultimate truth. One who knows truth knows pain. My curiosity, and my urge for knowledge has lead me to truth, and soon it will devastate me more then i think. Everything i worried about is nothing now, there is something more to worry about. Everything i loved was always out of the norms of today - the corrupted norms. I never had artistic dreams like other artists and i never had dreams like other children. I wanted to change the world, but i am not the smoothing cream to fix the wrinkles of this world, but i want to make the truth visible. i will work in development truth art practices of the awareness of these facts, not theories. But i can never stop this corruption, for the first time in my life i am assured not to hope. I am already at great risk, not only emotionally and mentally but also might effect my existence.