OH gee... it is Valintines day already.... and me with out a Valintine... oh darn. Who cares... I could care less if I had a date or not... and I could care less if anything at all happened today. I wish I was just gone... just to dissappear for a moment in time that would leave me at ease. I'm just tired of humanity... tired of lying, hate anger, rejection, pain, violence, addiction... tired of my flaws and his.... nevermind that.
The point is that his friends hate me and now I could care less..... I don't think I'll keep meeting him... I don't even get to see the real him anymore... or is it the real him I get to see when he is with them?... I guess it doesn't matter as long as I'm not around him... which I won't be... I'm not going to be his responsibility, or what holds him back in any way.... I refuse to be.
 [Aku~Soku~Zan] · Wed Feb 15, 2006 @ 12:27am · 4 Comments |
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