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Beautiful oblivion,
Is the reason I take my drug
I wipe existence away,
With every uncaring shrug
It is my escape,
It is my...fate
I feel the glances,
Stabbing me in the back
Don't you understand that courage!
Is the one thing that I lack?
(I hear you ask me)
"Don't you want to stop this?"
I say no!
"Don't you want to be alive?"
And I say no!
"You know you could do it,
If you really tried"
And I say no, every single time!
This is not your life,
This is mine!
I am living in perpetual night!
I know it's wrong...
But it feels...so right...
I just wish I could stand...
(Why don't you understand?)
Fleeting emotions,
Rage across my face
There is something inside me,
That just wants to be erased!
I find no joy, in this world,
The only thing that I feel, is hurt!
I hear the voices,
Both in and out of my head
Why don't you understand??
I wish I was dead!
(And so you ask me again)
"Don't you want to stop this?"
I say no!
"Don't you want to be alive?"
And I say no!
"You know you could do it,
If you really tried"
And I say no, every single time!
This is not your life,
This is mine!
I am living in perpetual night!
I know it's wrong...
But it feels...so right...
I just wish I could stand...
(Why don't you understand?)
My memories are hazy,
And I only live in the now
I can't go back, I can't go forward,
There is no way out...
From head to toe...
I am fading away...
And I need just a little more of it...
So I can face the day!
(And still you ask me!)
"Don't you want to stop this?"
I say no!
"Don't you want to be alive?"
And I say no!
"You know you could do it,
If you really tried"
And I say no, every single time!
This is not your life,
This is mine!
I am living in perpetual night!
I know it's wrong,
But it feels so right!
(I just wish I could stand...)
Why won't these nightmares, go away?
(Maybe it's because, I won't change)
I am crazy, just a little deranged!
(Why don't you...understand...?)
 alexknight629 · Sun Mar 28, 2010 @ 12:14am · 0 Comments |
