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This sensation racing through my veins is that of fire and ice
This feeling of wetness on my neck
It must be water
But it is warm?
Why is it so warm?

I can see the things with shining eyes gliding towards me.
Their drool drips from their lips in large drops

I must run
Why is it that I can't?

My body cannot move
It has given up!
All around me are unmoving bodies
Are they like me?
Are their bodies refusing to move as well?

No.

They are not moving
The reason so dreadful
I've seen the reason
Their blood has left them
These beasts which lust for me now took it all from them

Why was I left to watch it all?
Why am I the last to be killed?
My family, my friends all screamed for help
Yet I could do nothing!

They're drawing nearer and nearer
God, I only wish I could run now!
I want at least a fighting chance!
But my body refuses
It brings me more pain to move

I want to scream out
Just to scream
I want to scream so I can hear my voice!
But, no!
My voice is gone!
Only a wheezy air comes
It catches their attention so suddenly
It was as if they did not realize I was alive

They are so close now
They are saying such lustful things
All wishing for my blood
I am cornered
I know that I cannot move
I know that I am doomed for death

So suddenly, one turns on the others!
He lashes out at them with such a strength I've never seen!
His eyes are more fierce than the others
Will he be the one to take my life?
On seeing his frenzy of tearing his companions apart
I can only fear how painful my death will be

Then he has finished
The blood has drenched most of his clothing
His hands are stained red
He approaches me so slowly
I can see him more clearly
Such a handsome face on a creature so fearsome
I wonder how he could be such a monsterous creature

Then I see his eyes sadden
He drops to his knees in front of me
It was almost as if he was in pain of the heart
Am I right?

I hear him cry my name and sob into his red hands
His midnight locks fall in front of his face
His glowing red eyes peer at me
Such sadness I've never seen before
His red hand reaches for me
Should I be in fear or not?

Warmth
I can feel is from his hand
It's comforting
No fear, I don't need to fear him

I release a sigh of relief
He seems frightened by it
Does he think that it was a sigh of death?
His eyes are frantic
He holds my face in his hands
His own so close to mine

Words of love escape his lips
Why is my heart fluttering?
This feeling of love envelops me
Yet why?
Why??

I can feel my own body grow cold
He knows this as well
He seems more afraid of letting me go now
He craddles me in his arms
Now he seems regrettable
Why does he seem so sad?

He draws nearer to me
Oh!
What was that pain?
That sensation returns to me
That sensation of Fire and Ice
I can feel my life returning
Yet why do I hate it?

Now I see his face again
His lips are lightly dotted with blood
My blood?
How did he become so beautiful?
His embrace is so comforting
How did I become to love this stranger?