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Dear Journal,
I had no home to go to there for a while.... my landlords dropped-kicked me out of my apartment and demanded the key when I told them I had no money and would have to move out, and on top of that, they wrote me this sweet little letter saying if I didn't pay that they'd send it to collections.
Also, I am sad to say I will no longer be moving in with my boyfriend, fore he is now my ex. He has been such a jerk! This is the week leading up to my break-up with him:
Day One: He wanted me to come over and finally stay, but he and his "friend" got pulled over, then he had truck problems, and then at midnight he cancled, saying he had to "work" in the morning.
Day Two: The next day he said his "dad" had to be rushed to the hospital.
Day Three: Next night, I packed my bags again and at least got to his house. Well, he was texting his "mom" and said she needed help--at midnight, again! Well, I had to bum my moms couch--thank God she didn't mind me waking her up. While eating, he said he would get me a key made bring it to me the next day at work.
Day Four: Well, next day came and I didn't see him. I was at work from 8:30am - 2:30pm. Didn't see or hear from him. I had to be back at work at 4pm. Well, I had no place to go, so I sat in my car for almost three hours! Texting him, worried, I heard nothing. I got back on at 4pm, and still nothing. Got off at 9pm, still nothing. Had to call my mom again...
Day Five: Next day, nothing... then that night at 6pm or so he said he'd "lost his phone" and was back on days at work working 16 hours and that he'd text me after he got off. Nothing. And now my Mom's getting worried, and says he's a jerk for standing me up.
Day Six: Still nothing. Text him and no reply. By now I know it's over and I'm moving in with my mom. No matter what he says, if anything.
Day Seven: Nothing. And I did not text him because I was so livid! My mom get's me a key.
Day Eight: Well, we're now on the day of my sister's wedding... still nothing, so I broke up with his jerk-face!
Day Nine: And still no reply to the break-up...
I should have listened to my family and the other two girls telling me about him. I wanted so much to believe him.
I'm not sad at all. I'm happy I'm rid of him. I am now going to get back into school in the fall and do stuff for me.
I think I've officially given up on love.
You know, there's just so much one person can take. The no money thing, the apartment thing, the boyfriend thing... It's just too much. I am feeling really low right now....
Loves and God's Best,
Tora-chan, Nya! =^w^= heart
 Tora Yukino · Sun Mar 21, 2010 @ 09:24pm · 1 Comments |
