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i cant forget everything in my past....the hell i have been through
i dont want to forget, i want to remember because every time i do i feel the pain as if i were there geting the s**t beat out of me again....or as if i were there beside the body of my father crying....or as if i were still with all the strange familys i had to live with for years. i dont want to forget because when i remember it hurts and i cry but then i can always smile because i think of where i am now...its not much better but he always brings a smile to my face...