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This has been on my head alot recently, and well i have to let it out
This post relates alot to my other 'Death & Fate' except more realistically speaking..
My mum and little sister are going overseas soon, and my mum keeps saying 'now you can see how important i am in your life when im gone' as in now, i have to do everything in the house - since i do nothing. (too busy) but i cant help think that some tragedy will happen and i will really understand her importance in my life - I never cared about family and friends, eventhough i have them, i didnt care, till maybe now i might see their importance. Im leaving school soon, and casted into the world alone, but this is what i want, im sure! But will i regret this? I do want someone by my side climbing the ladder, and getting ontop in the art world but i will need someone i know from the life i might leave behind.. Im giving myself the ultimate awakening - but still im likely to ignore it and walk away into the life i want alone.