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I think I know what it's like to truly be obsessed with something. Alice in Wonderland. And I finally know why: I want to BE Alice. Sounds ridonculous, right? Well, after seeing the movie, I just wanted to cry because it was over. I walked into the parking lot and even had my hopes up for see a white rabbit. I've never liked reality, I'm just here, in my books, and shows, to escape it. I would give anything to be Alice, to have that adventure, to be thrown back and use my wits to even manage a conversation with those characters. D;
I feel so depressed right now. I am DYING for something just amazing to happen, a great time, alone, chasing, wandering, and pondering. But, no matter how much you hope or wish, the impossible won't happen. It's that simple.
xD When watching the movie, I already knew ALL the quotes they would use before they said them, like, "curious and curiouser..." and "I sometimes believe in 6 impossible things before breakfast!" Heh, yeah, I can believe in impossible things, I sometimes DO think there is a magic rabbit hole and animals that talk and wear coats. But, it's about Alice. Not Leah. D;
SO! In the end, I'll just drown myself in my own obsessions by drawing Alice too many times to count, and I will prolly ask Hannah to make a story about me as Alice! biggrin
Heh, if I'm lucky, I'll have a dream about it. Then, I won't be able to resist sleep! If I could just glimpse Wonderland, I would have achieved one of my life's goals!