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Everyone, at some point in their lives, enters a dark tunnel of hardship. There's always a light at the end, but not everyone can see that precious glow. I've been in my own tunnel for a long time. I saw the light at the end for a long time. I thought I knew what was at the end: a happy reunion with all my SFX friends and an apology from the girls there. Then, the light got a little brighter for a short time, then disappeared, or so I thought. I was desperate for that light because I thought I knew what was at the end: the fixing of all my broken friendships. The light never disappeared. I closed my eyes and couldn't see. And now I've had my eyes reopened. I see that pretty light again, and I don't know what it holds. I know what it doesn't: everything I thought it held before. But I'm very curious, and I want to know what's there. So I'm pushing on. I'll get out someday. I just needed a little push in the right direction. It's not going to be better overnight, but it will one day. I can feel it. I know one day true happiness will come back. Love, even, could show up. Who knows? I can't wait to find out! Thank you.
"If I lighten up a little bit, then I will be over it."
~Nepie
 nepie · Fri Feb 10, 2006 @ 12:27am · 0 Comments |
