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Hello young ones,
As you can see from the title, im being uber bored! scream I didn't think it could get any more boring but hey it looks like i was wrong. So im just gonna start ranbuling on and on about what I think and about my life stare , if ya don't want to read, GO AWAY! scream
Ok well I started thinking, why do guys have to be so conplexed? confused Theres this guy Jordan(school friends u know who im talking about) thats been like my best friend this year and well sure if you were a random person you'd think that we're going out 3nodding . But I've heard from 4 people that are some of my best friends, that he told them he likes me or in girly terms, he's crushin' on me stare . Well if you saw what I look like and then saw what he looked like( blaugh very hot btw) that you'd say no way would someone as good looking as him fall for someone like her emo . I mean why would he, no ones ever liked me like that before or has cared about me like that before, so wtf right? confused And it kinda sucks when you don't know what he thinks about you every time he looks at you stressed , I mean now im always thinking "Whats on his mind about me?" question Yeah it sucks believe me. And it sucks even more a**, now that, well I can't hide it any longer. Yeah im falling for him sweatdrop , so what? you gotta problem with that leave a comment. *sigh* So now im falling for my best friend, witch idk if he even likes me. Yeah my life is a living s**t hole right now. stressed
Other news is my best cat died like 2 weeks ago emo , I've had her for more than 10 years, so of course it broke my heart when she past on crying , but i gotta get over myself on that. But i sware i'll never let her go in my heart. 3nodding
MY LIFE SUCKS!!! First im falling for my best friend, my cat dies, my grades are dropping like flys, and most of my friends are being jerks(not u jess). stare gonk scream stressed emo
If you have any advice, leave comments please.

Love,
♥Kat♥
P.S. im not good with words. emo