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So. Within 2 weeks I'm gonna be a mum.
The only thing I'm worried about?
Pooping during labour.
I don't care how 'common' it is. I don't wanna.
Feels like yesterday I was in hysterics after finding out, and now, in 2 days time I'm due.

The more I use BC. The more I'm getting obsessed with Nic.
The poor girl lost her princess to heart defect and brain tumour.
She carried her for 38 weeks. She got to see her little angel for one day.
One day it's hardly fair is it? I wish I could do something.

Things are still going well with us.
Or I think so confused
Hopefully everything will work out. But we aren't going to really know until Calvin comes and the stresses from that..

But ********.
I have some serious cramping and backache.. Mums up nans sorting her out due to family emergency..
Paul is 4 hours away celebrating his brothers birthday.
I cannot be doing going into labour.