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this isnt exactly a poem its just what im feeling rite now i guess
am i a stalker i sure feel like one i want to say sorry for every thing i did but here i am lost for the words i must speak im an outcast i feel like a nobody whenever im not talking to him and who is he well he is my life my protecter my forgiver my everything he is my first thought and he will be my last with out him this seemingly carbon cut out of a small town gurl would not be possible and i dont know if he will read this or in this week of not talking to him will he miss me will he crave me will he think of me will he long for my words will he cry when he remebers that i wont call him in the morning or will he even care for i know i am no where near perfect but i am his he unerevicably owns me my body heart and soul belongs to him and i own him for all of eternity he will always be my teddy bear if only he knew how much of a hold he has on my life then he would understand why it pains me to hear him mention us as just to be friends but he is my future husband my fiance my best friend i do not know him as much as i want to but i will never be able to know as much as i want to just cause he has a diffrent brain from mine and i can not read it my dearest love logan shane johnson i will always wait for us to have perfection and if u read this plz inform me