I felt the need for a new entry.
Um. I don't have much to say anymore.
Not, like I don't talk anymore. I do. I just never know what to say anymore. It's kind of weird.
Maybe I just don't want to say the wrong thing. Maybe... I'm starting to care. Not that I don't want to care. I just never felt the need to?
I don't know how to explain it. Maybe... I don't want to mess things up. I really don't... get it.
I feel like crying all the time. Like I'm going to have another breakdown. Just like last year.
But I don't want last year to happen again. It was utterly terrible. I never want another year like that.
I just... need to know if everything's going to be okay...
Um. I don't have much to say anymore.
Not, like I don't talk anymore. I do. I just never know what to say anymore. It's kind of weird.
Maybe I just don't want to say the wrong thing. Maybe... I'm starting to care. Not that I don't want to care. I just never felt the need to?
I don't know how to explain it. Maybe... I don't want to mess things up. I really don't... get it.
I feel like crying all the time. Like I'm going to have another breakdown. Just like last year.
But I don't want last year to happen again. It was utterly terrible. I never want another year like that.
I just... need to know if everything's going to be okay...
