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No one cares. xO Do you want to know why thats my tittle? o______o; Well! You don't need to know. -____-; Supposing anyone even reads this... Have you ever had a big fear... Something that haunts you everyday, week, whatever. Just something? I do. I'm scared that one day I won't be alive... That I'll commit suicide, that I'll never marry and have kids, that I die in a car crash. Of course... I still have years to live but... Sometimes, I just think... No one cares. You know that feeling that nobody cares if you're around or not. That they would be better off without you bugging into to their lives, and that your not even worthwhile to talk to. Sort of like your mud on their new shoes or something. Yea, that all I have to say. Like I said... No one cares. Except Noky, Sayu, and the occaisonal Tora. rolleyes -EDIT- Val cares too! whee -EDIT again- xD Everyone cares. o_______o; Really, now? ________________________________________ My question to you: Do you have any big fears?

Posted by: AprilSky Sat Feb 04, 2006 @ 02:26am

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Commented on: Sat Feb 04, 2006 @ 03:15am


	Okay... I'm sorry but, there's something wrong with the picture of you saying no one cares and go on a list people. We care. We do. Your dreams make life worth living, and if you have them, that's all that really matters. Everyone fears something. I'm afraid of not being able to make my own decisions and to have other people's lives forced on me. I'm afraid that the people I care about don't see my affections and ultimately don't need my affections. I'm afraid of losing people and losing the experiences that I could have had. I'm also afraid of spiders and being tickled <.< >.> ... Everyone fears something. It's what makes everyone be able to relate to everyone else.

Commented on: Sat Feb 04, 2006 @ 04:28pm


	I know I care and so dont others April. I do have fears of my own in life. That I might not be able to do what I want to or will I ever love. Those were some fears before I met the one I truely love. More like a fate when I met him. He makes me whole and even when times get rough he's there for me. So just to let you know I'm hear for you as well as others are if you ever need them. You know how you said you werent a good friend for not saying Happy Belated Gaia Anniversary. Well I wasnt such a good friend for not stopping by so much to your quest or just on your profile to say hi. So overall I'll do my best to stop by and say hi. Cheer you up if you need it. We all fears no matter how big or small but as long as you have people who love you or friends around they can help you face your fears together. Still <3 the April! glomps

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Commented on: Sat Feb 11, 2006 @ 04:52am


	I fear that I'll be forgotten, that I'll lose the ones I love so very much. I'm afraid of becoming an orphan, of not living my life to the fullest. But yet, I spend so much time worrying that I never have enough time to actually embrace the moment and take the time to make my life worth while. I hope you realize that I am *always* here for you, no matter what and that you can turn to me whenever you want. I care so much about you, it's unbelievable. You're my Gaian Sister, and if any of us quit gaia, we'll still remain sisters. No matter what. And I definitely know what feeling you're talking about. I try to not let it get to me, and I figure, why treat others in a way that you wouldn't want to be treated? So, with that thought I try to make sure I don't ever discourage anyone. Anyhoo. I must depart. I love you so very much, TS.

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