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曲線 (kyokusen)


With to arms in tact
I clench to fist
my teeth grind as I shove everyone to the back of my thoughts
I bite my tongue as I am beat
I keep you close as I cry
I am not there in the world of your own
I open my eyes
I grow up

[I have nothing to say as a voice marauds into my head
Why do I feel cold?
I stare at the black snow as it starts to curve
I am waiting for something to happen
I wait for something
miracles are lost within darkness.]

I sleep within the nightmare
I live throughout the darkness
It is only that my mouth moves so quick
words and meanings are mixed in vain
I slash my wrist and cry out in agony
You won't hear my screams
no one will ever.