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I'm losing it...I'm slipping...I can't take this much longer...

Is this it...?
Is this the end...?
Have I been dead all along...?
Am I in hell...?

Every time I get my hopes up, or even bother to look up with hope in my eyes I get crushed as quickly as the thought even comes now...
Every time..
Every...
Single...
Time....
It just isn't fair...Now they're keeping her longer..? Now they say she's not even close to being better..? This can't be right..This just isn't fair...It isn't right...They can't do this to us...

I'm losing it...I'm dying...I'm fading slowly without her here to be with me...and I can't be there for her either...
It's killing me...It's killing us both...Even she's starting to go crazy now...
They don't understand...The longer they keep us apart the worse it's going to get for both of us..
Just let us be back together...Please...I need her...We need each other...
I can't do this alone...I'm falling...
Help me...
Catch me...
Save me....

Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back?
Dreaming of the way it used to be
Can you hear me?
Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Falling inside the black
Falling inside falling inside the black