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I already know it's too late
I have sealed my own fate
in one swift and sweet
crimson moment
with both hands wrapped in my intestines
surely this was destined
because both of us know it
but
i can barely fathom
the horror of my deeds
when everything I've thrown away
is everything i need.....

the gore here keeps my smile
a wicked grin... that's making you stay
come a little closer... let me cut you for a while
so I can watch your corpse slowly decay
this blood leads to perfection
feel like I'm getting closer.......
my body rises to the heavens...
then falls down even further~
the sound of bones that are cracking...
like music to my ears..
even if it was my back that snapped
I have nothing left to fear

the fear you hold composes me
I'm the one to create the holes in me
I inspire a million gasps
while I
am throwing out a million laughs
I love the horror of my deeds
I love the turmoil that it breeds
and every time I see you bleed
I have everything I've ever wanted~

this smile is horrific but
I can't bring myself to
look away from it....
blood and bones and dying gasps...
I only ask that you make it last

--forever--