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My Birthday...

Well, today was my birthday...Rather average day if you ask me...So it wasn't much of a birthday at all really...
Mom didn't make me go to school today, so I got to stay home from that hellish wasteland they even bothered to pass off as a school...
After that I wasted about half the day running around on the bus with my brother looking for the stuff I wanted...Turns out I went through a serious pain in the a** bus ride all for nothing so I went all the way back home empty handed...
After that I waited til my mom got home, then went to the store and got a shrimp platter (as per annual tradition, I suppose...) and a cake...Then I showed my mom the things I wanted online and she got them for me..so they should be coming within the next few weeks...at least there's something I can look forward to...

But most of all, the one thing that bothered me most today...Today was my birthday, the day all about me...and yet all I could think about was her...
her...
her....
her.....
Christina never left my mind...not yesterday, not today...I never will stop thinking about her..especially now when we're separated and can't even talk...
I love her so much...I miss her...It hurts...What am I going to do without my sunshine to brighten my day every morning before school and on through the day..?

This hurts so much...I hope and pray that she can come home soon...I wanna see her again...I just wanna hear her sweet voice...then I can have some peace...if only then....

I love you Christina...