Heading down
that endless spiral into
the abyss,
I wait.
For something to change,
for me to change,
yet nothing happens.
I get played
thinking everything's alright
then BANG!!
I went back to my old self;
that's only a disappointment to the world.
A disappointment to the one
I'm supposed to love.
And to the one who I'm still in love with.
I'm not meant for love and
love is not meant for me.
I came to terms with this,
why can't you?
Love is nothing
but pain in the end,
because nothing lasts.
You're a fool to think it could.
I'm done pretending
I'm worth it.
Worth the pain I'll put you through.
Just so you don't feel alone.
So I can't possibly feel loved.
That unprecedented,
Precious,
Everlasting,
and Undeniable love,
when always in the end
I hurt you...
The one I'm supposed to love.
~~~Blood_Lust _Angel~~~
that endless spiral into
the abyss,
I wait.
For something to change,
for me to change,
yet nothing happens.
I get played
thinking everything's alright
then BANG!!
I went back to my old self;
that's only a disappointment to the world.
A disappointment to the one
I'm supposed to love.
And to the one who I'm still in love with.
I'm not meant for love and
love is not meant for me.
I came to terms with this,
why can't you?
Love is nothing
but pain in the end,
because nothing lasts.
You're a fool to think it could.
I'm done pretending
I'm worth it.
Worth the pain I'll put you through.
Just so you don't feel alone.
So I can't possibly feel loved.
That unprecedented,
Precious,
Everlasting,
and Undeniable love,
when always in the end
I hurt you...
The one I'm supposed to love.
~~~Blood_Lust _Angel~~~
