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Well today started out good. I went to class. I new all my answers on My American Government test. Had a fun time in Psychology. I was able to see my kitten at lunch. I EVEN GOT A JOB! eek
Now i feel like s**t. I wont be able to see my kitten as much any more. I did even get to see him enough already. I think i just tottally ******** everyting up! I think tonights going to be another night where i lay in bed and dont fall asleep.......
Insomnia is one of those things that comes and goes for me, but when it happens I can only think of Yuu. I'm Constantly worried about my Kitten. Sure I trust him but things still nag at me. *shruggs* But most of the time I worry about his well being. I really hope his parents dont give him s**t about me. I sometimes think I'm way more trouble than I'm worth. What the hell is keeping him with me!? I just love him so ******** much it hurts. I hate the fact I cant be the perfect girl i think he would like. Dumb a** me cant even keep my priorities striaght. I just want him... is that stupid? dammit...... I need to go cry. sweatdrop

- ummm thanks for reading