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So I was looking in LI and came across an interesting post;

http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/life-issues/read-big-body-of-text/t.56751839/

Rather familiar if you ask me. But ohwell. If it is him, he's an idiot really.

Why do mums have to be right? We were talking about all of whats happened lately.

"I think he loves you, but he didn't know how to handle all this and let it get out of hand and too far without meaning to...But I also think you love him"

I've tried begging him.
I've tried acceptance for him dumping me.
I've tried hatred.

But deep down I know I still have feelings as much as he has hurt me over the 7 months and then harrassment, at one point everyone was worried I was gonna miscarry 'cause of stress now all this red pee business?! Sister had very prem labour I don't want it also.

Did I mention I have christmas sorted? and I'm gonna try posting in this daily? While I lurk on LD and LI forums smile