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I've been doing some thinking about what happened 3nodding . I'm not over everything, but I'm not angry, or upset anymore. Everythings just numb again; just like before. Things are better that way.

But I understand. So no worries, I understand things. (mainly my fault.) [edit] <- I won't lie, I have issues to work on. lol, but yeh, I have things to work on with myself as does he, but I can't help with that now. I couldn't help with everything he's going through anyway, like he couldn't help with everything I'm going through in my head. I'd make ppl crazy if they could get into my head. :p

I should come with a :WARNING: sign. lmao[/edit]

I've been tortured by my sister listening to the radio, the only decent station we can find in Pennsilvania, which mainly plays these R&B and Rock songs that most sing about a love or a tramtic love, but I'm good now...... well better.

Only thing that really bugged me is that all the planning I was doing (besides that party, there was so much more than the party) was all in vane. confused But maybe if we're still in good standings with each other.... IDK *thinking...* Well that's if for now.