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I can't believe how up and down life is... We're talking again... I wish I could explain all the pain I have on the inside... I feel so much like she did... the pain of not being excepted by her father so it broke her on the inside and she took her pain out by beating the shiz out of people n getting it beat out of her... Even when she found love and friends she couldnt except how important she was and she almost jumped off a cliff... I feel like that... I have people that care and love me but its the ones that should and dont that make me feel like dying... I just want to make him proud... father... I hope someday you can look at me and truly say you care for me...