Yeah, its a song from DDR. But it suits my mood at this moment. Or perhaps I should say my mental state. LAst night I found out something rather....well, it is not unexpected. Not by a long shot, nothing is ever unexpected for a seer. No, I would have to say it was more puzzling. Vexing perhaps. From this point I don't know where to go, or what to say.
She is by far my closest friend, that is most certain. However, doest this change things? Do I advise her to act on what she feels? Or do I tell her to stay as she is? This are only some of the countless questions that fill my mind at this moment. I can't even find my own standing. I know part of me likes her back, but in what way, and why. And could I really risk such a friendship as I have no on sucha gamble. I can't feel a sure answer. Or am I just being a foolhardy seer and trying to see to far ahead.
I think.....I think the choice is not mine to make. Yes, that is true. Her choice, her feelings. Let her go where she pleases. Her choices are her's to make, and I will support any of them.
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FylkSoul
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So.. yeah, I'm a CTO. When did I start adulting?