Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

well im abot to vent and tell everything i feel.

So it official, no one wants me in their lives. all they do is make me feel like s**t and never tell me how they feel but "hold their tongues". Im not good enough for the ******** truth there is no need to hide jack s**t from me. we didnt grow up together or anything like that so who the ******** areyou to tell me you had to do it?? they didnt really give a flying rats a** about me cuz its always all about them and their s**t and the only time anyone seems to care is when my mother is doing something to me. and to top it alll the ******** off the man i love is now afraid to do anything with me...start a family get married...all of the s**t he promised me and i just gave up all hope on everything cuz my bestfriends hate my guts my sisters and my baby doesnt want to start a life with me anymore
i ******** hate all of you that has EVER talked s**t on me behind my back...andyes i mean every ******** on of you. i dont care if thishurts cuz now its me writing in here
talk all you want now cuz i an say whatever i want when i want and nobody can do a thing about it
cuz if you wanna make me feel like s**t and treat me like i done matter....fine
******** all of you